It's a plane! It's a bird! No! It's an update!!! O_O!

First of all I would like to apologize for the lack of updates of my site... You see things are pretty much fcuked up lately and my life sucks big time. Aside from some frequent extreme mood swing throughout the weeks I have also ruined every single test that I've sat for. Again nobody should be blamed except myself (of course). On side note, I'm thinking of changing course after this semester, but that's still a questionable decision depending on how I fare in the coming final weeks later (which I think I will screw it better than any screwdriver does...).

Which course? *shakes head* Ah ah... I have no idea. But then for sure it would be something Arts and Social related, perhaps language too (but no literature please!!! Fcuk thyself in heaven Shakespeare). No more science, no more maths, no more accounting! But hey does this kinda shit even existed? (=_=) It would be hell lotta nicer if I can get such a course, no Binomial craps no Einstein'ish theories no Balance-Shits or whatsoever rubbish. On the dark side though, things aren't as simple as they seem. You know what? You can't simply change course as you wish, no not for some laid back poor scumbag like myself. Money is the first issue (I'm still thinking about that), family's faith is the second. Imagine how things would turn out if you tell your parents "I want to change course, I found that this course doesn't suit me that well after all." after they have spent 10k on you for two semesters... trust me things will get ugly. In case of worst scenario, I will consider working for a while first to earn enough money for me to continue my studies.

So, what have I been up to lately? There is an old saying, "Guys' problems can only either be financial problem or relationship problem". And guess what, I hit the jackpot, I have both! But then, not something I would like to talk about here... Let's check out something else exciting (to me, it is), I just got myself an axe!!! ^.^ Oops I mean an electric guitar~






I'm not gonna list out the specs of this axe here since I don't think any of you would get it anyway (besides Yang Guo), but if you are really interested, you can check Yang Guo's entry on his Big Wooden Plank of Kick-Assery here. (Yea we were actually gay enough to get the same guitar, but his is a lefty version)

I've done classical guitar before but I think I still have hell lot to learn since I last picked up a guitar years ago. And yes we've decided to form a band (that's in the long run and it's still a blur concept). Notify me if you are/your friends are interested in band forming, especially bassists and drummers (we could really use these two), thanks!

This rounds up my recent life pretty well and sorry again for the long post. Great thanks to those of you who worried about me (if there is any). The only thing I can say for now is that I've decided to pick up and start moving again, searching around in my life for the lost pieces of me :) I should say that I'm fine now (think so). Expect more frequent update on my site from now on (before the next breakdown happens, you know, mood swing happens). Happy living~

(Oh by the way, since almost every guitarist names their guitar, mine has a name too. I named it Shirley xD It's my first guitar ever, something like my first crush perhaps.)

Quoted... Vol. I

From Satchid

Too many people try to be someone else to please everyone. But in true fact, those who matter don't care, and those who care don't matter. So be yourself and fuck the world. Not literally, of course; HIV is spreading well enough as it is without any added help.


Be yourself and fuck the world!

Think they never liked you anyway.

Dear sweet non-existent God,

I never did anything to you, so would you please just leave me alone. Can't you find anything else better to do?

Please leave me alone, I beg of you.


Yes, just leave me the fuck alone.

-zLz

It's my first CNY wishing in Blogspot after all.

Yea, Gong Everybody Fa Cai.

zLz's Whispering Vol. III

"Go ahead and buy yourself some new shirts tomorrow, claim them from your dad when you're back after this."

"Erm, how much can I spend?"

"RM 200."

...

How much did you guys spend for your new clothes for this CNY? =.=""

So long and goodnight

"Well, since you've not been using that gaming console for months (years, actually), why not give it to your little *censored*?"

"What!!!!!?"


Yes, as reluctant as I could. You know, as gamers, we all have that nostalgic value kinda feeling towards our "collections". I mean, whenever possible, we would actually like to keep it rather than selling it (or in this case, giving it away as though in charity shows). Although we might never touch it ever again but this is what you call a "valuable collectibles" you see...

If you so happen to bump into a guy nowadays which still have the Sega or Nintendo old gaming consoles, you might say "Oh, you still keeping that a-century-old machine??".

But if it were for me, I would have said "WTF!!!?? HOLYMUTHAEFFFINGOMFGBBQ! You're way too cool man! Let me see it let me see it! Puh-leassssssse~"

...

Yea, you get the idea.

But my mum finally talked me out of this -_- (Still remember who bought it? I actually do not have a choice here Zzz).

"Remember how well *censored* treated you when you were just a kid? And now I'm just asking you to give away one of yours."

"But mum... Nostalgic va..."

"No more nostalgic whatsoever boy, you're not given with options here. Now go and pack it."

(-__-)



Goodbye my dear (T_T)

*Crunch crunch crunch crunch crunch crunch crunch...*

...

"Son what do you want for your CNY cookies this year?"

"Nothing, mom. I ain't want no CNY cookies, I'm out this year."

"Why but every year you wanted some of them for yourself didn't you?"

"Yeah but not this year. Just count me out okay."


Yea, just count me out okay? I promised myself no more junk food (not that much and no that frequent, and to avoid it whenever possible.)

Everyone is so busy with their pre-CNY preparations... For a moment there I don't feel like growing older anymore, dad and mum have had to order and buy so many stuff, and don't forget about the ang pows too -_-

Grown-ups sure are busy.


And poor.