Monday, 27 August, 2007
It was a hell-ya-it-rocks night. Some say a gathering night won't be perfect without sake (erm... olden days in the the east??) or beer, but we did it just fine with FOOD and laughters and crappings and games and anime and songs. I reached WC's house at around 2 p.m. And as expected that ultimate-sleeperz-No. 2 was still sleeping =.= and I was the first to arrive. It didn't matter anyway, I would end up doing nothing at home in the first place. And so I greeted his brother, crapped a little, tried to LAN my laptop with his desktop for DoTA but... oh well... (ahem... I'm no computer geek...). After messing with the connection setup and LAN cable and such we finally gave up. Grabbed his Nintendo DS (seriously I wanted this jewel so much T_T) and tried out Final Fantasy III, Final Fantasy XII, and a third-person shooter... And then he woke up, crapped, transfered anime and songs (endless stacked with endless came endless nightmare, I'm crapping), and then B, JL, Supa V, and KH came eventually. Nothing much to talk about really since we are just some boys, oops, TEENAGE boys ahem... What else can a group of BOYS do anyway. So all the fun and food until 10 p.m. when I finally went home. Too bad that one of our gang members, TF couldn't make it, sure miss him a lot. In the end? I've "earned" much today, apart from bowls and bowls of steamboat (this makes me thinked of a funny scene, I asked WC's mother whether the "fish-stomach" is "pork-skin" (what the heck are those O_O) HAHAHAHA, so paiseh), I've got new anime to watch, tons of new Jap kor to listen, happy. And I want to give thanks and appreciate everything WC's mother has done for us, without the steamboat gathering once in a while I just feel like we will get farther and farther away, looking forward to the next gathering guys! ^.^
Ahem... Back to cover story: Disaster Strikes zLz on This Beautiful Morning. Woke up at 5 o'clock as usual. My throat got really pain and my nose didn't feel quite right, guess it was the effect of extreme consumption of curry, fried food, ice kacang, and ice cream in the previous two consecutive nights. Forced myself to washup and show a normal face to my parents (I don't think they notice it hehe), and off to Pee Jay. And that was just the beginning of one whole disastrous day in my life. First of all, take note please. An LRT fare from Jelatek station to Asia Jaya station is RM 2.40. Ok done. After that when I reached Asia Jaya I made one of the stupid'est and most regrettable decisions in my life. When I saw that feeder bus stopped right at time I was so happy, I thought that in anyway I won't be going to classes today (not with my current condition) so I guess it would do no harm if I reach my hostel late. Normally I would have taken a ride on taxi so that I can catch the MC bus to Uni to have my early class on Mondays, but today is special (heck it's sooo special that I don't want it to happen again -.-). And so I thought I was gonna save some money this time (the feeder bus fare is only RM 1 relative to taxi which is about RM3.50 every Monday). And because of my naive'ness (I never take a bus to PD from Asia Jaya, to PA yes, but not to PD) I actually got on to the bus without really knowing the bus's route (but I heard that it can take me to PD, and MC is near PD). And hooha here comes the Malaysian's Worst Scenario, the bus went straight pass MC at the used-to-be-roundabout near PD, with me staring blankly to MC O_O""". "Calm down, dude" I kept telling myself... Grabbing my backpack firmly I didn't know what should I do, and the bus seemed never stopped along the way and it went straight farther and farther away from the places that I know (to be frankly my usually-hang-out places are just around MC, PD, Seksyen 17, and SS2). Imagine yourself engulfed by strangers and unknown places on a moving bus, and it has gotten faster! It seemed like those strangers around me were laughing at me, with their jaws wide opened and sharp claws waving around (you played too many games dude). Arghh... Scarier than The Thing and Fatal Frame and The Eye or whatever. And I was finding a place where I could get off, but I dare not press the bell until someone did (so I guess I missed a few stations that I can actually get down halfway huh?), and if I'm not mistaken the bus stopped somewhere near Eastin Hotel (where in heaven were I?). Got down from the bus, took a good look down the path, w-h-a-t a n-i-c-e h-i-g-h-w-a-y. (o.o"") How am I suppose to walk all the way back? And I can't guarantee that I can backtrack in anyway since the bus took quite some turns before it reached here. So I crossed the h-i-g-h-w-a-y (ahem... can I fly? Guess how I actually crossed it XD), and waited for a taxi. But another disaster, it's a h-i-g-h-w-a-y dude, how am I suppose to get a taxi in the middle of a h-i-g-h-w-a-y??? I waited for more than half an hour, not any taxi stopped by -.-. And so I went straight towards the petrol station nearby, and suddenly a Metrobus stopped by. "Thank god" I was thinking, but then... another disaster Zzz. After getting on to the bus I just digged out ninety cents to the uncle, I was really stunned and not knowing what to do when he asked me "Mana pergi?" (In this case I don't deny that I was cheating the uncle since ninety cents is definitely not enough for me to go back to MC, but in the first place I didn't even know how is the bus's route and whether it will take me to where I want, so...), I answered hesitatedly "Jalan Universiti" in a SOFT tone (I don't think I can even hear my own voice -.-"), I was really scared cause I didn't even know where I wanted to go! "Apa?" "Ja... Jalan Universiti", louder this time. He somehow didn't seem quite understand where in hell is that but he just pointed his finger towards the front and ask "sana"? (I guess he was asking whether is it only a few stations away -.-") and "thank god" again I answered "Yea yea!". Sat quietly waiting the bus to take me further from the h-i-g-h-w-a-y I was sooo worried, each time the bus stopped that uncle took a look at me, and I tried to avoid his eyes as though he was asking "Belum turun keh? Hehehe *monster jaw wide opened and claws waving around again*". AT LAST I couldn't stand it anymore and got down at a station not so far from where I got on, at least it was not in the middle of the h-i-g-h-w-a-y (I have fear seeing this word from now on...) anymore. Finally got down from that monsters-fillet bus and yet I found myself reached another section of HELL, "What the... What *!&%&amp;amp;*@!&* is this place!!!???" I kept slapping myself... in my heart. Trying to make myself calm and not looking like an idiot to the passerbys was hard. As I was figuring out what to do something caught my eyes, I saw Help University College in distance, now WHERE IS THIS PLACE!? Wahahahaha (I was so helpless and hopeless Zzz, such an idiot). I waited for more than half an hour before I got another taxi (someone actually wanted tooo cut the queue but LUCKILY he didn't do it cause I can't guarantee what would I do in such circumstances with SUCH mood in head *evil grins*). "Oh, Jalan Universiti? Dari Asia Jaya? "how on earth did you get to here!?"<<-- translated to english"... Hahaha, I had a short chat with the driver, he is a friendly kind. My mood has gotten better (but my sickness has not, I'm getting sick'er =.=). Oh well, reached MC at almost nine o'clock (I should be late by now if I ever attended classes Zzz), another RM 7.50. Reached my room finally and straight jumped on to bed before started counting the stupid'ty-level of me today, wasted RM 1 + RM 0.90 + RM 7.50 = RM 9.40 in 2+ hours time in the morning "to get a tour around Pee Jay" wtf... Slept without thinking much Zzz.
Skipped whole day from classes and watched Ouran High School Host Club, finished the whole anime at night (and yeap it rocks), and started a new anime, Saikano (not so new anyway, an anime back in 2003)
Tuesday, 28 August, 2007
A boring and forgettable day, finished Saikano by bed time. I was so speechless. I didn't expect these much from this anime but... I hope I can come out with a review of it soon. Somehow, tonight I am happy, because of some "thing", hehe. DotA'ed with room mate till 3 a.m.
Wednesday, 29 August, 2007
Didn't really plan to attend classes again today but I think I had to at least go to the campus to redeem my Public Speaking certificate. Nope I didn't win any prizes and it was an "awful" experience so forget about it. And just when I thought I came all the way walking to campus from MC I might as well online "for a little while" since I've been disconnected from the online world for days. But I guess "a little while" here simply means all the way up till 7 p.m. when everyone else is gone and the officer had to warn "Sorry, time's up." Spent most of the time chatting with K and doing some routine surfing... Went back MC and DoTA'ed with room mate till 3 o'clock in the morning... Dead.
Thursday, 30 August, 2007 (a bit messy, sorry)
Sometimes, it's not that I don't want to smile and crap all around but how could you smile in such situations?:
Got ffk'ed by "someone" and waited till 4 o'clock to only have my breakfast. Heard my coursework marks and couldn't bare to see them anymore. Drove me to Soo's house just to meet him, and what I got was "Grooo....(sleeping) All I can do for you now is to give you some "liong sui"(herbal tea??)" and sleep again (okay I get the isi tersirat part for the "liong sui" and I didn't deny). Heck I came all the way from my hostel just to get this answer? I have came to meet you man! My buddy!? We've never met for so long and this is what I get. Fine, went out and left. Took a taxi all the way back to MC again, wasted. Heard some bad news from the taxi driver, so I have decided to go home early today. As expected, traffic jam and human jam all around. Almost got cooked and became roti canai in the Metrobus. Another long jam at Jalan Hulu Kelang on my way home, sien Zzz. Was so looking forward to at least "some activities" tonight (big, I mean BIG day dude, MERDEKA!~ whatever...), another disappointment. Everyone went back to hometown, I guess it couldn't be helped anyway. And my parents slept so darn early today (did they even realize that today we've got fireworks to watch? sien), so I guess I'll just skip my plan too. Sat back and online at home, what a super boring Merdeka. Happy Birthday brother, though I hate you (I mean your natives) but at least you brought calms throughout the years, you have my thanks.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Sunday, August 26, 2007
赞
Another midnight basketball. I used to stay up late and played till midnight, from 10 o'clock+ to 1 or 2 o'clock+, but today's special case. After that fabulous dinner I had (okay it's an ordinary full moon buffet but FOOD is all you need to cheer me up) I straight went to the basketball court and I haven't even warm up the chair inside my room, when my relative "broke in" and asked me out at 9 o'clock+, and there I am -.-". But seriously I was so darn full, who wouldn't after eating two huge plate of mee hun with curry, smoke pork, lamb, toufu, fish n chip, nugget, bla and bla bla bla..? And imagine how I was amazed by the fact that this buffet is somehow special and different from the typical ones, this one comes with a dessert section! I found cheese tarts! And I think I ate erm... 1, 2, 3, 4, 5... 7 or 8 of them? And some nyonya kuih such as "Malay Kuih" and that "9 layers Kuih" whatever they are called... And TWO big bowls of ABC Ice Kacang, holy cow...
And there I was jumping around shooting balls -.-". For a moment there I was worry cause those curry and Ice Kacang that I consumed kept rolling in my pity stomach in and out, but after a while I was totally in the "mode", guess I love basketball anyway. Today was not a bad match, and I went home early cause we started early. But still, early here simply means 12 o'clock XD.
Drank 3 full cups of water, 赞. Rest for a while, bathed, 赞. Drank another 2 full cups of cold water, 赞. And I believe the sleep after this will be 赞 as well.
And... Heck! I don't need no honey. NO HONEY I said, blekkk... Though I love sweet food especially desserts, but there are exceptions too. I DETEST honey and sweets themselves... Can't tell why, I just hate them XD.
So... Sorry J, NO HONEY. HAHAHA.
Oh before I go, I have recalled one good memory justnow. K, do you still remember the first time we talked and became friend? Hehehe... Nothing special to deliver here really... Just want you to think of the contrary of what you have written in your post there, if you know what am I trying to say.
And there I was jumping around shooting balls -.-". For a moment there I was worry cause those curry and Ice Kacang that I consumed kept rolling in my pity stomach in and out, but after a while I was totally in the "mode", guess I love basketball anyway. Today was not a bad match, and I went home early cause we started early. But still, early here simply means 12 o'clock XD.
Drank 3 full cups of water, 赞. Rest for a while, bathed, 赞. Drank another 2 full cups of cold water, 赞. And I believe the sleep after this will be 赞 as well.
And... Heck! I don't need no honey. NO HONEY I said, blekkk... Though I love sweet food especially desserts, but there are exceptions too. I DETEST honey and sweets themselves... Can't tell why, I just hate them XD.
So... Sorry J, NO HONEY. HAHAHA.
Oh before I go, I have recalled one good memory justnow. K, do you still remember the first time we talked and became friend? Hehehe... Nothing special to deliver here really... Just want you to think of the contrary of what you have written in your post there, if you know what am I trying to say.
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Dull, but I like it this way...
Woke up at 9:30 by those noisy workers Zzz Have tried to fall asleep again but I just can't do it. One of the main reasons I was not able to sleep was because I was shocked, nope not a crocodile hugging me but just that I found my throat was in extreme pain. It seems like my sickness has not gotten any better, but worse. I felt the air exhaled by me kinda hot, and my nose doesn't feel comfortable, is it a fever? Hmm... Anyway I didn't tell my parents about it, not important anyway.
Spent the afternoon watching some old clips which I have never been able to throughout the months after I have obtained them long ago. They are just some And 1 basketball show-off, a hong kong movie, and Guess. Just wanted to free out some spaces on my hard drive after watching them. A couple of minesweeping, DotA, and blogging... Nothing much really. And I am waiting for an event tonight, just an invitation to a full moon dinner in my place. Why this excitement? Cause there's food!
And yet tomorrow another much anticipated event, a gathering with secondary mates, steamboat dinner! Food! Again... (Shh though I'm sick, if my parents knew about it I don't think I get to eat all these -.-" Geez...).
Simple day, but I like it. Calm, quiet, do stuff I like, stay away from those hustle and problems throughout the week... How I wish I could be like this everyday, where I can runaway from everything. Though not quite enjoying in this way and kinda boring too, but at least no new troubles can be triggered.
Spent the afternoon watching some old clips which I have never been able to throughout the months after I have obtained them long ago. They are just some And 1 basketball show-off, a hong kong movie, and Guess. Just wanted to free out some spaces on my hard drive after watching them. A couple of minesweeping, DotA, and blogging... Nothing much really. And I am waiting for an event tonight, just an invitation to a full moon dinner in my place. Why this excitement? Cause there's food!
And yet tomorrow another much anticipated event, a gathering with secondary mates, steamboat dinner! Food! Again... (Shh though I'm sick, if my parents knew about it I don't think I get to eat all these -.-" Geez...).
Simple day, but I like it. Calm, quiet, do stuff I like, stay away from those hustle and problems throughout the week... How I wish I could be like this everyday, where I can runaway from everything. Though not quite enjoying in this way and kinda boring too, but at least no new troubles can be triggered.
Friday, August 24, 2007
So quiet...
Hmm... My sickness is recovering... But still have a mild running nose...
Woke up at 6:30 a.m. after some mild struggling, I was really surprised that I was able to wake up accordingly, and unlike what I used to do whenever I sleep late (I mean sleep "early") especially in cases like this, both me and H slept at 3+ a.m...
Well, it's still another morning, another day, and it's still true. Looking blank towards the textbooks and notes, well I guess there's no choice, it's my own false that I never study properly to prepare for today's tests huh?
And so all the usual bla bla bla until I get to school. It's strange that I didn't feel panic and sad at all, well not to say I'm happy but at least I have a normal mood today, and with some smiles of course. Perhaps it was because of all the crapping last night that I've finally picked up myself once again. Erm... Skipped every single class today, didn't really want to meet them (and her), and for study purpose (I seriously have no idea what in heaven did me and H do last night till 3 a.m., study*erm*? Play*nope*? I guess most of the parts are casual chit-chatting...)
Right until I stepped into the examination hall did I start to feel a strange aura nearby, I don't want to mention it here but it was so near... Nope not the pre-exam phobia and yada yada~ Heck just forget about it. So as for the tests today, I was really glad that I know to do most of the parts (in fact I know all of the questions) except for one stupid mistake ("ilusi optik") that I made for the FIRST question in my programming test, bah...
Right after the tests I've lost that intense feeling when I left the hall. Stayed alone for about an hour while H had his class. I don't know, but I've found that I can't stay alone anymore, am I still a small kid or what? I always needed someone to be with... AGAIN, I should drop this at once, forget about it.
Skipped another class, went home straight with H and played DotA with him all afternoon in his room, a good time to relax and forget all those unhappiness. After that just went home till now, a boring day indeed, but calm. That's what I like about simplicity...
Woke up at 6:30 a.m. after some mild struggling, I was really surprised that I was able to wake up accordingly, and unlike what I used to do whenever I sleep late (I mean sleep "early") especially in cases like this, both me and H slept at 3+ a.m...
Well, it's still another morning, another day, and it's still true. Looking blank towards the textbooks and notes, well I guess there's no choice, it's my own false that I never study properly to prepare for today's tests huh?
And so all the usual bla bla bla until I get to school. It's strange that I didn't feel panic and sad at all, well not to say I'm happy but at least I have a normal mood today, and with some smiles of course. Perhaps it was because of all the crapping last night that I've finally picked up myself once again. Erm... Skipped every single class today, didn't really want to meet them (and her), and for study purpose (I seriously have no idea what in heaven did me and H do last night till 3 a.m., study*erm*? Play*nope*? I guess most of the parts are casual chit-chatting...)
Right until I stepped into the examination hall did I start to feel a strange aura nearby, I don't want to mention it here but it was so near... Nope not the pre-exam phobia and yada yada~ Heck just forget about it. So as for the tests today, I was really glad that I know to do most of the parts (in fact I know all of the questions) except for one stupid mistake ("ilusi optik") that I made for the FIRST question in my programming test, bah...
Right after the tests I've lost that intense feeling when I left the hall. Stayed alone for about an hour while H had his class. I don't know, but I've found that I can't stay alone anymore, am I still a small kid or what? I always needed someone to be with... AGAIN, I should drop this at once, forget about it.
Skipped another class, went home straight with H and played DotA with him all afternoon in his room, a good time to relax and forget all those unhappiness. After that just went home till now, a boring day indeed, but calm. That's what I like about simplicity...
It was like yesterday, though yesterday is yesterday, today is today, and tomorrow will definitely be not as yesterday...
Thursday, August 23, 2007
I am still as sick, not in term of mind and spirit but also my body. My running nose has not gotten any better and so does my sore throat, it seems like a never-ending fight... I've decided to go to school today, not knowing how to face them. But I wanted to try, try to face and take the responsibility on what I've done. But quite "unfortunately" though, she did not come to class today. Can't say that I'm sad about it cause in fact I felt quite relax, despite that I'm still as sick. Oh well...
As expected, I tagged along with H and he kept asking me the same question over and over again. Before the class ends, I thought I've spoken a sentence that I never did before in my life. "H, can you please stay with me tonight? I need someone by my side...". Before I even realized what have I said, a kind and calm answer "Yes, come stay overnight at my place." For a moment there I had a strange feeling, feeling that I'm weak, indeed super weak as a guy... Do I even able to protect "her"? Bah...
I don't know, that's just my way. Whenever I feel down I hope that I can tag along with anybody, do anything they are doing without any specific purpose. zLz's way of running away from truth perhaps. This makes me think of Avril's voice "There's no other place when it comes to the truth..."... Why? Perhaps to avoid from keep bothered by the idea of "suicide" (I don't think I'd ever do that in another million years...), or I want to find a reason to live? Or a reason to laugh?
And there it goes, tonight I found it, I found my purpose of living, at least I know what I want to be like. Before going back to H's house S wanted to go to SS2 to change his spectacles and contact lens, well of course I went along without any opinion. I wanted to buy a new spectacles for long but my parents still can't afford it yet, so I was thinking like getting one on my own. But... Purr... As expected, what can you make out of a poor fellow like me? So I was just having fun trying new spectacles and did a small survey on the prices. And I even phoned my mom to ask if I can buy it, the answer is very much expected...
After all the fun and chit-chatting we went to eat. And yet I've discovered an interesting fact about S, nope he's neither Superman nor Sai Man Chai, it's just that I can actually crap a lot with him. In fact I've actually encountered such situation before whenever I met him and whenever we sit together and start crapping. Most probably both of us are "that kinda" crappers and H too can actually cope up, I actually feel comfortable and truly happy whenever I speak with these two people despite many deception (okay, maybe "misconception") about him. Yes he's that kinda fellow that you guys always talked about, but I am telling the truth, I feel comfortable with him, maybe I'm "that kinda fellow" too? (Another shocking discovery??) And Hoaala... All the sadness and sorrow before this just disappeared into nowhere, we just had a simple dinner of pork-mee and some teh tarik, and crapped all along. Maybe the main reason that I like to be with them is that we can crap without fearing that anyone in the group can't "cope up" with and we definitely have no boundary on what to crap on (if you DO understand what I mean hehe...), unlike when I'm with other people out there I can't actually "this open", and so I felt kinda stiff and "limiting" when I have a chat with someone else, AND IF you understand what I mean...
So much as to say, I am really thankful to this two unique friends. No they don't make my world shine but they certainly make me feel better at least for tonight... After all I'm just too weak to be all by myself and as useless, so I don't think I can be anything without the support of friends eh?
I believe I can smile and laugh when I go back to school tomorrow, and become the zLz that I once knew. Though the recent events might have made me grew stronger, more mature, and rational...
I am still as sick, not in term of mind and spirit but also my body. My running nose has not gotten any better and so does my sore throat, it seems like a never-ending fight... I've decided to go to school today, not knowing how to face them. But I wanted to try, try to face and take the responsibility on what I've done. But quite "unfortunately" though, she did not come to class today. Can't say that I'm sad about it cause in fact I felt quite relax, despite that I'm still as sick. Oh well...
As expected, I tagged along with H and he kept asking me the same question over and over again. Before the class ends, I thought I've spoken a sentence that I never did before in my life. "H, can you please stay with me tonight? I need someone by my side...". Before I even realized what have I said, a kind and calm answer "Yes, come stay overnight at my place." For a moment there I had a strange feeling, feeling that I'm weak, indeed super weak as a guy... Do I even able to protect "her"? Bah...
I don't know, that's just my way. Whenever I feel down I hope that I can tag along with anybody, do anything they are doing without any specific purpose. zLz's way of running away from truth perhaps. This makes me think of Avril's voice "There's no other place when it comes to the truth..."... Why? Perhaps to avoid from keep bothered by the idea of "suicide" (I don't think I'd ever do that in another million years...), or I want to find a reason to live? Or a reason to laugh?
And there it goes, tonight I found it, I found my purpose of living, at least I know what I want to be like. Before going back to H's house S wanted to go to SS2 to change his spectacles and contact lens, well of course I went along without any opinion. I wanted to buy a new spectacles for long but my parents still can't afford it yet, so I was thinking like getting one on my own. But... Purr... As expected, what can you make out of a poor fellow like me? So I was just having fun trying new spectacles and did a small survey on the prices. And I even phoned my mom to ask if I can buy it, the answer is very much expected...
After all the fun and chit-chatting we went to eat. And yet I've discovered an interesting fact about S, nope he's neither Superman nor Sai Man Chai, it's just that I can actually crap a lot with him. In fact I've actually encountered such situation before whenever I met him and whenever we sit together and start crapping. Most probably both of us are "that kinda" crappers and H too can actually cope up, I actually feel comfortable and truly happy whenever I speak with these two people despite many deception (okay, maybe "misconception") about him. Yes he's that kinda fellow that you guys always talked about, but I am telling the truth, I feel comfortable with him, maybe I'm "that kinda fellow" too? (Another shocking discovery??) And Hoaala... All the sadness and sorrow before this just disappeared into nowhere, we just had a simple dinner of pork-mee and some teh tarik, and crapped all along. Maybe the main reason that I like to be with them is that we can crap without fearing that anyone in the group can't "cope up" with and we definitely have no boundary on what to crap on (if you DO understand what I mean hehe...), unlike when I'm with other people out there I can't actually "this open", and so I felt kinda stiff and "limiting" when I have a chat with someone else, AND IF you understand what I mean...
So much as to say, I am really thankful to this two unique friends. No they don't make my world shine but they certainly make me feel better at least for tonight... After all I'm just too weak to be all by myself and as useless, so I don't think I can be anything without the support of friends eh?
I believe I can smile and laugh when I go back to school tomorrow, and become the zLz that I once knew. Though the recent events might have made me grew stronger, more mature, and rational...
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Have you ever felt this way?
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
K: May I know wat happened btw her and H? -.- (21:31)
Z: Anything happened? O.o (21:32)
K: -.- she said u knew Zzz (21:32)
Z: Bt i duno. (21:35)
K: -.- time to ask another one zZzZ (21:36)
Z: Nw wat happened? (23:06)
K: -.- she's upset with H. Say he selfish. Swt. H initially planned to go skating mah, becoz he want to skate n J said long time din go liao... but sth happened to her leg, W said pain or fractured -.-. He din take into acc since it was her birthday. N after tat he suggested to go 4 a movie. Duno wat language movie is tat she wouldnt understand *n i tot he forced her to go 4 a ghost movie swt* tats practically wat W told me. She cried juz nw i tink. She called me when i was in taekwondo so i din ans. When i ask her she said nth -.-. Maybe she's too sensitive. (23:12)
Z: Ok i gt the picture, if tats the case, leave tis 2 me. (23:42)
K: Im exhausted oyasumi -.- (23:59)
Z: Ok listen, i duno hw 2 put tis bt u must understand tat im nt siding wif anyone nw, n im jz telling the truth, hw u justify the situation is ur own n i cant hav u 2 accept my explanation forcefully, plz at least listen. The truth is, nobody is selfish here, BT if u insist there is, then i can only say tat everybody is selfish. The truth is, H heard bout ur legs too n dcided 2 drop the ice skating part JZ FOR U, bt then he n J hav long stp skating so they reali wanted 2 gv it a shot, without u of cz. We r nt even forcing u to skate cz i told H 'if u guys reali wan 2 skate tat badly, u can make it, mayb C n W can come later n join when we r done n we only hav dinner 2gtr'. The truth is, W proposed sing K bt im concerned bout K (mayb he din shw his 'selfishness' 2 u bt he certainly kept nagging 2 me 'Why Redbox!?'. The truth is, both H and i r outta cash recently bt we jz wanted to make the best out of everyting jz so tat EVERYONE IS HAPPY! Frankly when we said skating, we din point a gun at ur head n forced u 2 join us, we r nt moron k?Dun gt me wrong im nt scolding u. The truth is, we've been planning for bout a week nw jz for ur bd, why do u tink we did tis in the 1st place? Jz bcz u r our fren! We care bout u too! N dun go saying tat ppl r selfish jz bcz of sum misunderstanding! W wanted 2 make u happy, he's selfish. K doesnt wan 2 sing k, he's selfish. H n J wan 2 skate, they r selfish. I wan 2 buy gift for sumone else while i take tis opportunity of outing tat celeb ur bd, im selfish...(00:01)
C: -_- i think everyone got it wrong and i heard it wrong. I did tell W i am fine. I know tat you guys been planning things for weeks and i know H is living under tight budget. Thats the reason i dun think its suitable to celebrate anything. I insisted to cancel it cuz the budget is tight. I am unhappy is because the pressure i was under because of this. And i heard different story. I heard that H wanted skating and drop it bcuz J refuse to skate. (00:25)
C: I tell you what i heard la. I heard H still insisted on skating even after he know injured my leg. I heard that he only stop that idea because J can't make it. I heard that he insisted to watch a chinese movie which i will not understand. I heard that everyone find it very mah fan (00:26)
C: And i insisted to cancel the thing. Cuz everyone's exam is near, tired and out of cash. And i tried my best not to know what you guys plan and talk about. But each time you make a decision you will ask my opinion. Then its no diff from telling me. I dun blame you all ok? I actually am thankful for everything you guys did. (00:30)
C: So listen. When i heard those story, naturally i am VERY HURT because i treat all of you guys as my closest friends. Then i just cried. I am not only upset because i Tot you guys were using me, i was upset that this caused such a huge problem. Cuz the last thing i want is for to be in a fight with my close and best friends and possibly losing them. You guys play just TOO important role in my life that i can't afford to lose. And guess this year my birthday present is to lose few friends. (00:34)
Z: Wei wei i told u when he insisted to skate HE DIN COUNT U IN K!? Seriously im getting pissed nw, i cant gt sum gud slp jz bcz of sum stupid sh't n meaningless struggle. C i tel u wat, jz bcz 2day is ur bd doesnt mean we reserve our whole day n plan everyting JZ FOR U. We hav tings 2 do ourselves, we were jz trying 2 make 2day abit special JZ BCZ IT'S OUR FREN'S BD! N tats why we planned u in2 our day, why dun u tink it tat way? Nw tat everyone is so nt happy and dissatisfy, why dun we drop the whole ting n carry on our own? I seriously cant stand tis anymore, though u might nt realize it bt C sumtimes u r quite bossy n self-centered, u r the one tat is selfish. Nw pls drop tis discussion as tis frustrates me n my room mate cz we cant gt to slp. Plz C, tink. Nw stop tat sms! (00:37)
Z: Tats it, everyting's gona end nw, i might end up killing sumbody so plz all stp the discussion at once. 2day we r nt going 2 hav anyting, stick wif ur clz. (to K, 00:40)
C: I ask you to drop things so that you guys no need to do all this and i am called as self centered? Nevermind. Go sleep. Have a nice dream. (00:50)
Z: Yea, 'ask us to drop it', rite after we've been thru all those troubles and effort. C u r one of those kinds, tat if u're nt happy u wil make sure ppl around nt happy, like 'chuin sai kai him jo lei'. Sry i cant hold bac anymore, even for W 2 beat me 2 death, take my words as offensive if u wish. Im f*ck up. (00:55)
C: Aih.. If i thiknk the whole world owes me i wud not have witheld W from calling you guys la. I know you guys plan alot. But from what i know you all are unable to cope. I know K came and have to go back for test. I know you guys plan for 3 weeks. I appreciate it. I really am. But if it makes you guys unhappy i wun do it. And if it is not too mah fan. I wud love to be celebrated. Its for me from you guys. Dun take it the wrong Way. (01:06)
C: In a nutshell. I love to celebrate. I love to go out with you guys. But if you all really find this mah fan i rather dunwan. My concern is you guys. I never celebrated my birthday and its ok if i dun. Just worried bout you guys. So stop being so pissed (01:09)
Z: Nw tat u said 'ma fan'. Do u tink it is ma fan 2 stop everyting rite after everyting is so well planned? Or isit 'ma fan' 2 celeb a gud fren's bd? It's nvr too ma fan 2 celeb fren's bd C. Even im sure tat K wont feel tat way though he has to rush bac, though H wouldnt tink so even he has 2 spend extra n we hav 2 take ur so called 'ma fan' 2 buy cake. Bt i dun tink anyting matters nw.. (01:11)
C: Try to think in my shoe. I heard the news. I didn't verify. I didn't accuse. I just sit and Tot about it. I heard it is so hard to do. I heard it is so troublesome. So from my point of view. I am afraid that it will be mah fan. Even you apologize to people when its your birthday. I Tot it will be a mah fan and i ask to not do it if its too mah fan. I didn't do anything else. I didn't scold anyone. Its just a second i Tot of something i was unhappy and then i forget bout it and play game. Until now i still say ok to whatever plan you guys have. I didn't tell you all to stop everything this instant. I didn't force you guys. Why you all wanna take this so seriously? Why dun we drop this now and forget it ever happened? Can you do it? Or do we need to sit and talk? (01:18)
C: Why dun you just answer my call and talk tis out and over? If keep smsing you never get your sleep (01:19)
Z: Hearing tat my gud fren is being accused of being 'selfish' is more than enuf 2 gt my nerve. No i wont continue tis nw, if u guys wan 2 keep going plz count me out, mayb im the one tat nids 2 tink n learn. N happy birthday C, tho im struggling whether to let go a fren nw. (01:25)
C: I repeat. I did NOT accuse anyone. And i am awake becuz you sms me. I repeat. If tou heard what i heard you will think the same. Can you stop putting this blame on me? And i apologize if W misinterprete it to me. Will you just stop making such a big fuss over a false issue? (01:33)
C: Honestly. Nothing pains me more than seeing W in misery. I asked him what happen and he told me everything. So at that moment i just stop and think what is going on. If it can put W in such misery i cannot imagine what can it do for you guys. Can you stop thinking i am trying to make you all unhappy? Think. FOR what purpose? So i can stay up late to sms one of my best friend which i am about To lose because he is just too pissed with false issue? (01:36)
Z: Heck, 'u did nt accuse anyone'. Unless K ever lie in a million year, u wan 2 deny u were being a crybaby last evening n saying 'sumone' was being selfish n nvr tinked bout u?WATEVER! (01:37)
C: You are getting vulgar. Get some sleep. Ask K properly what happen. Accusing someone is knowing it is not true but saying it is true. Come on, who does not think of bad things about people? For just 1 minute. Then i told K i must have been wrong and i went to sleep trying not to think bout it. Please, if you heard what i heard. You will say the same. Think what you want, analyze it how you want. If the pass few months i have not proven my commitment towards friendship then nothing will. Get some sleep. It will do you good (01:43)
C: And if you can. Keep this between us and settle between us. Dun tell H. It will hurt him more. (01:45)
C: Oh Yah. I forgot one thing. I am deeply sorry and i apologize that i wrongly accused H. I will apologize to him when i see him 2mrw. But please dun think i am a person where everyone owes me. As i Tot about not celebrating comes from a pure heart not wanting to see you all in misery (02:01)
And hours went by...
Morning came, I couldn't get a good sleep, who would?
And the moment I realized, I was sicked. My head was heavy, my throat was dry, and my nose was running mad. Did I cry? Can't tell, maybe yes, from the bottom of my heart. I tried to squeeze a smile when my room mate greeted me, but I know it was not such a good smile to begin with. Without talking much, my room mate went to school. I was left alone in the room, on my bed, all alone, in that darkened state inside my blanket. It was so dark, yes how I wished the night would never die. I hate light, I hate morning, I hate blossoms, I hate everything. I didn't want to go out, I wanted to stay still, lie on my bed, and let the time goes by.
What have I done? I thought about it, it was my false right? Yea it has always been this way, if anything would happen, and if anything would goes wrong, it must be me. I knew I am not a patient fellow, I could easily get carried away and expose all my inner feelings without second thought on what would happen. The recent events have brought me to the deepest of the deepest of my mood. I've decided not to attend classes today, not only to avoid any further confrontation and hostility, not only to avoid seeing my friends casting weird visions on me,not only to avoid ruining her birthday, not only to avoid seeing that particular "she", not only to runaway from everything, not only because I was sick, but also I want to sit and think, to think everything I've done in the past, to think all the stupid things I've achieved in the past, to think about my future, and to think about what should I do.
Honestly, I was truly regretted that I burst out lots of profanity during the discussion, I am truly sorry. Actually before this I already had too many things on my mind and I just can't take this series of events any further that I'd gone mad. Frankly in the mess of misery I have went through throughout the months I thought I found a blink of light when I can truly relax myself when we have decided to throw a celebration at her, I was really happy that at last something could make me happy. But I was wrong. To begin with, another heartbreak when one of my closest friends is being accused of being "selfish" when everyone is trying so hard just to make her happy. Thank you for concerning that you'd like to call off the celebration because of our tight schedule and budget BUT I shall repeat myself here, IT IS never too troublesome to celebrate your friends' birthday, especially when it comes to close friends as such, don't you think so? And in order to show your gratefulness, you are suppose to accept the celebration with a smile and a nod, not to call it off at last minute when everyone was so exciting about it that it'd make you happy. You were not busy, you didn't have other things on your hands, and forgive me I still can't get why you rejected our offer. On top of that I am a weird fellow too, I hate it when people keep bombarding me with messages and calls when I am focusing, if you have so many things to say, do it in one shot in one sms! I was really pissed off when your sms didn't stop and W's calls never ends, I needed time to think!
Facing the possibility to fail my degree right at Sem 1, failing to get the heart of my love one, stress from working to late hours just to earn some extra pennies that I'd be dying for now, failing to get everything done perfectly, failing in making everyone around me happy, having not recovered from the sorrow of losing a hamster earlier(more importantly it was a precious birthday gift), failing to focus in classes and studies, failing to stay awake no matter at home, hostel or classes, I'm so so so sick of everything. And here comes another misery that I ended up quarreling with my friend that is going to celebrate her birthday. Something went wrong? Yeap it sure did, and that's me, me again.
I wanted to buy a gift for her, but I have no experience in this kinda stuff. I needed the guidance of somebody else, I'm dying to do so cause I trully love her. But I don't think I can do it anymore. I would like to give up, not only to give her up but to give up everything, I'm so tired. Now not even the best listening song nor the most silly anime nor best playing game nor nice looking scenery could cheer me up, I'm so so f*ck up, I think I have got to be exhausted, maybe at times we should stop and rest at some points in our lives...
And now if there exists a door to hell in front of me I'd like to try it...
K: May I know wat happened btw her and H? -.- (21:31)
Z: Anything happened? O.o (21:32)
K: -.- she said u knew Zzz (21:32)
Z: Bt i duno. (21:35)
K: -.- time to ask another one zZzZ (21:36)
Z: Nw wat happened? (23:06)
K: -.- she's upset with H. Say he selfish. Swt. H initially planned to go skating mah, becoz he want to skate n J said long time din go liao... but sth happened to her leg, W said pain or fractured -.-. He din take into acc since it was her birthday. N after tat he suggested to go 4 a movie. Duno wat language movie is tat she wouldnt understand *n i tot he forced her to go 4 a ghost movie swt* tats practically wat W told me. She cried juz nw i tink. She called me when i was in taekwondo so i din ans. When i ask her she said nth -.-. Maybe she's too sensitive. (23:12)
Z: Ok i gt the picture, if tats the case, leave tis 2 me. (23:42)
K: Im exhausted oyasumi -.- (23:59)
Z: Ok listen, i duno hw 2 put tis bt u must understand tat im nt siding wif anyone nw, n im jz telling the truth, hw u justify the situation is ur own n i cant hav u 2 accept my explanation forcefully, plz at least listen. The truth is, nobody is selfish here, BT if u insist there is, then i can only say tat everybody is selfish. The truth is, H heard bout ur legs too n dcided 2 drop the ice skating part JZ FOR U, bt then he n J hav long stp skating so they reali wanted 2 gv it a shot, without u of cz. We r nt even forcing u to skate cz i told H 'if u guys reali wan 2 skate tat badly, u can make it, mayb C n W can come later n join when we r done n we only hav dinner 2gtr'. The truth is, W proposed sing K bt im concerned bout K (mayb he din shw his 'selfishness' 2 u bt he certainly kept nagging 2 me 'Why Redbox!?'. The truth is, both H and i r outta cash recently bt we jz wanted to make the best out of everyting jz so tat EVERYONE IS HAPPY! Frankly when we said skating, we din point a gun at ur head n forced u 2 join us, we r nt moron k?Dun gt me wrong im nt scolding u. The truth is, we've been planning for bout a week nw jz for ur bd, why do u tink we did tis in the 1st place? Jz bcz u r our fren! We care bout u too! N dun go saying tat ppl r selfish jz bcz of sum misunderstanding! W wanted 2 make u happy, he's selfish. K doesnt wan 2 sing k, he's selfish. H n J wan 2 skate, they r selfish. I wan 2 buy gift for sumone else while i take tis opportunity of outing tat celeb ur bd, im selfish...(00:01)
C: -_- i think everyone got it wrong and i heard it wrong. I did tell W i am fine. I know tat you guys been planning things for weeks and i know H is living under tight budget. Thats the reason i dun think its suitable to celebrate anything. I insisted to cancel it cuz the budget is tight. I am unhappy is because the pressure i was under because of this. And i heard different story. I heard that H wanted skating and drop it bcuz J refuse to skate. (00:25)
C: I tell you what i heard la. I heard H still insisted on skating even after he know injured my leg. I heard that he only stop that idea because J can't make it. I heard that he insisted to watch a chinese movie which i will not understand. I heard that everyone find it very mah fan (00:26)
C: And i insisted to cancel the thing. Cuz everyone's exam is near, tired and out of cash. And i tried my best not to know what you guys plan and talk about. But each time you make a decision you will ask my opinion. Then its no diff from telling me. I dun blame you all ok? I actually am thankful for everything you guys did. (00:30)
C: So listen. When i heard those story, naturally i am VERY HURT because i treat all of you guys as my closest friends. Then i just cried. I am not only upset because i Tot you guys were using me, i was upset that this caused such a huge problem. Cuz the last thing i want is for to be in a fight with my close and best friends and possibly losing them. You guys play just TOO important role in my life that i can't afford to lose. And guess this year my birthday present is to lose few friends. (00:34)
Z: Wei wei i told u when he insisted to skate HE DIN COUNT U IN K!? Seriously im getting pissed nw, i cant gt sum gud slp jz bcz of sum stupid sh't n meaningless struggle. C i tel u wat, jz bcz 2day is ur bd doesnt mean we reserve our whole day n plan everyting JZ FOR U. We hav tings 2 do ourselves, we were jz trying 2 make 2day abit special JZ BCZ IT'S OUR FREN'S BD! N tats why we planned u in2 our day, why dun u tink it tat way? Nw tat everyone is so nt happy and dissatisfy, why dun we drop the whole ting n carry on our own? I seriously cant stand tis anymore, though u might nt realize it bt C sumtimes u r quite bossy n self-centered, u r the one tat is selfish. Nw pls drop tis discussion as tis frustrates me n my room mate cz we cant gt to slp. Plz C, tink. Nw stop tat sms! (00:37)
Z: Tats it, everyting's gona end nw, i might end up killing sumbody so plz all stp the discussion at once. 2day we r nt going 2 hav anyting, stick wif ur clz. (to K, 00:40)
C: I ask you to drop things so that you guys no need to do all this and i am called as self centered? Nevermind. Go sleep. Have a nice dream. (00:50)
Z: Yea, 'ask us to drop it', rite after we've been thru all those troubles and effort. C u r one of those kinds, tat if u're nt happy u wil make sure ppl around nt happy, like 'chuin sai kai him jo lei'. Sry i cant hold bac anymore, even for W 2 beat me 2 death, take my words as offensive if u wish. Im f*ck up. (00:55)
C: Aih.. If i thiknk the whole world owes me i wud not have witheld W from calling you guys la. I know you guys plan alot. But from what i know you all are unable to cope. I know K came and have to go back for test. I know you guys plan for 3 weeks. I appreciate it. I really am. But if it makes you guys unhappy i wun do it. And if it is not too mah fan. I wud love to be celebrated. Its for me from you guys. Dun take it the wrong Way. (01:06)
C: In a nutshell. I love to celebrate. I love to go out with you guys. But if you all really find this mah fan i rather dunwan. My concern is you guys. I never celebrated my birthday and its ok if i dun. Just worried bout you guys. So stop being so pissed (01:09)
Z: Nw tat u said 'ma fan'. Do u tink it is ma fan 2 stop everyting rite after everyting is so well planned? Or isit 'ma fan' 2 celeb a gud fren's bd? It's nvr too ma fan 2 celeb fren's bd C. Even im sure tat K wont feel tat way though he has to rush bac, though H wouldnt tink so even he has 2 spend extra n we hav 2 take ur so called 'ma fan' 2 buy cake. Bt i dun tink anyting matters nw.. (01:11)
C: Try to think in my shoe. I heard the news. I didn't verify. I didn't accuse. I just sit and Tot about it. I heard it is so hard to do. I heard it is so troublesome. So from my point of view. I am afraid that it will be mah fan. Even you apologize to people when its your birthday. I Tot it will be a mah fan and i ask to not do it if its too mah fan. I didn't do anything else. I didn't scold anyone. Its just a second i Tot of something i was unhappy and then i forget bout it and play game. Until now i still say ok to whatever plan you guys have. I didn't tell you all to stop everything this instant. I didn't force you guys. Why you all wanna take this so seriously? Why dun we drop this now and forget it ever happened? Can you do it? Or do we need to sit and talk? (01:18)
C: Why dun you just answer my call and talk tis out and over? If keep smsing you never get your sleep (01:19)
Z: Hearing tat my gud fren is being accused of being 'selfish' is more than enuf 2 gt my nerve. No i wont continue tis nw, if u guys wan 2 keep going plz count me out, mayb im the one tat nids 2 tink n learn. N happy birthday C, tho im struggling whether to let go a fren nw. (01:25)
C: I repeat. I did NOT accuse anyone. And i am awake becuz you sms me. I repeat. If tou heard what i heard you will think the same. Can you stop putting this blame on me? And i apologize if W misinterprete it to me. Will you just stop making such a big fuss over a false issue? (01:33)
C: Honestly. Nothing pains me more than seeing W in misery. I asked him what happen and he told me everything. So at that moment i just stop and think what is going on. If it can put W in such misery i cannot imagine what can it do for you guys. Can you stop thinking i am trying to make you all unhappy? Think. FOR what purpose? So i can stay up late to sms one of my best friend which i am about To lose because he is just too pissed with false issue? (01:36)
Z: Heck, 'u did nt accuse anyone'. Unless K ever lie in a million year, u wan 2 deny u were being a crybaby last evening n saying 'sumone' was being selfish n nvr tinked bout u?WATEVER! (01:37)
C: You are getting vulgar. Get some sleep. Ask K properly what happen. Accusing someone is knowing it is not true but saying it is true. Come on, who does not think of bad things about people? For just 1 minute. Then i told K i must have been wrong and i went to sleep trying not to think bout it. Please, if you heard what i heard. You will say the same. Think what you want, analyze it how you want. If the pass few months i have not proven my commitment towards friendship then nothing will. Get some sleep. It will do you good (01:43)
C: And if you can. Keep this between us and settle between us. Dun tell H. It will hurt him more. (01:45)
C: Oh Yah. I forgot one thing. I am deeply sorry and i apologize that i wrongly accused H. I will apologize to him when i see him 2mrw. But please dun think i am a person where everyone owes me. As i Tot about not celebrating comes from a pure heart not wanting to see you all in misery (02:01)
And hours went by...
Morning came, I couldn't get a good sleep, who would?
And the moment I realized, I was sicked. My head was heavy, my throat was dry, and my nose was running mad. Did I cry? Can't tell, maybe yes, from the bottom of my heart. I tried to squeeze a smile when my room mate greeted me, but I know it was not such a good smile to begin with. Without talking much, my room mate went to school. I was left alone in the room, on my bed, all alone, in that darkened state inside my blanket. It was so dark, yes how I wished the night would never die. I hate light, I hate morning, I hate blossoms, I hate everything. I didn't want to go out, I wanted to stay still, lie on my bed, and let the time goes by.
What have I done? I thought about it, it was my false right? Yea it has always been this way, if anything would happen, and if anything would goes wrong, it must be me. I knew I am not a patient fellow, I could easily get carried away and expose all my inner feelings without second thought on what would happen. The recent events have brought me to the deepest of the deepest of my mood. I've decided not to attend classes today, not only to avoid any further confrontation and hostility, not only to avoid seeing my friends casting weird visions on me,not only to avoid ruining her birthday, not only to avoid seeing that particular "she", not only to runaway from everything, not only because I was sick, but also I want to sit and think, to think everything I've done in the past, to think all the stupid things I've achieved in the past, to think about my future, and to think about what should I do.
Honestly, I was truly regretted that I burst out lots of profanity during the discussion, I am truly sorry. Actually before this I already had too many things on my mind and I just can't take this series of events any further that I'd gone mad. Frankly in the mess of misery I have went through throughout the months I thought I found a blink of light when I can truly relax myself when we have decided to throw a celebration at her, I was really happy that at last something could make me happy. But I was wrong. To begin with, another heartbreak when one of my closest friends is being accused of being "selfish" when everyone is trying so hard just to make her happy. Thank you for concerning that you'd like to call off the celebration because of our tight schedule and budget BUT I shall repeat myself here, IT IS never too troublesome to celebrate your friends' birthday, especially when it comes to close friends as such, don't you think so? And in order to show your gratefulness, you are suppose to accept the celebration with a smile and a nod, not to call it off at last minute when everyone was so exciting about it that it'd make you happy. You were not busy, you didn't have other things on your hands, and forgive me I still can't get why you rejected our offer. On top of that I am a weird fellow too, I hate it when people keep bombarding me with messages and calls when I am focusing, if you have so many things to say, do it in one shot in one sms! I was really pissed off when your sms didn't stop and W's calls never ends, I needed time to think!
Facing the possibility to fail my degree right at Sem 1, failing to get the heart of my love one, stress from working to late hours just to earn some extra pennies that I'd be dying for now, failing to get everything done perfectly, failing in making everyone around me happy, having not recovered from the sorrow of losing a hamster earlier(more importantly it was a precious birthday gift), failing to focus in classes and studies, failing to stay awake no matter at home, hostel or classes, I'm so so so sick of everything. And here comes another misery that I ended up quarreling with my friend that is going to celebrate her birthday. Something went wrong? Yeap it sure did, and that's me, me again.
I wanted to buy a gift for her, but I have no experience in this kinda stuff. I needed the guidance of somebody else, I'm dying to do so cause I trully love her. But I don't think I can do it anymore. I would like to give up, not only to give her up but to give up everything, I'm so tired. Now not even the best listening song nor the most silly anime nor best playing game nor nice looking scenery could cheer me up, I'm so so f*ck up, I think I have got to be exhausted, maybe at times we should stop and rest at some points in our lives...
And now if there exists a door to hell in front of me I'd like to try it...
Sunday, August 19, 2007
I love boxes... But please don't give me too much of box rice...
For those of you who kept on saying that my camera phone takes high quality pictures... Here are some "contradictions" (man I hate this word) due to poor lighting effect (my camera sucks in gloomy places). These are some of my collections (yes I have more collectibles in store...), enjoy.
Neon Genesis Evangelion related merchandise...
HIGHLIGHT I: My second Eva, and the one I precious most (because of its box art ^.^")
HIGHLIGHT II: My third Eva
HIGHLIGHT III: My first Eva
Neon Genesis Evangelion Original Soundtrack (they have got tons, but I only have one of them)
Final Fantasy related merchandise (From left to right: Final Fantasy XII, Final Fantasy IX, Final Fantasy VIII, Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Black Mages, Black Mages II: The Skies Above, and Kingdom Hearts)
HIGHLIGHT IV: Final Fantasy X Original Soundtrack
HIGHLIGHT V: Final Fantasy XII Original Soundtrack (The prettiest box art I've ever seen so far)
HIGHLIGHT VI: What? No I'm not trying to show you that she's leng lui and cute, just want to show off that signature there la... Can you see that? XD
A fraction of my heart...
For those of you who are blur, Neon Genesis Evangelion is just one of my favourite animes of all time (and it's old), and why do I possess so many copies of the same thing? Well I believe you've heard the phrase "Love is blind" don't you? XD. Final Fantasy is just one of the many Role Playing Games that once rocked every single soul of gamers in the gaming history (to present), Metal Gear Solid is just one of the many action/shooting games that once made me die for its intriguing and suspensive storyline (not to leave out that it's a pretty damn good game too...), Cyndi Wang Xin Ling WAS just one of my favourite artists during secondary school, but not anymore... (and again I bought two "seems-different-but-same" copies of one of her albums (can you spot it out?), same case with Eva.
Those not highlighted but in the picture are:
Gorillaz-Demon Days (An animation band)
Oakenfold-thirst (A techno collection)
Kitaro-Heaven and Earth (You will know this genius Kitaro if you are into instrumental and orchestra)
12 Girls Band-Shining Energy+Live at Budokan Japan
(And you will know this superb band of Chinese girls that perform orchestra in their very own style - combining and blending the uniqueness of Eastern and Western music, by using Chinese instruments)
Michelle and Vickie-Kissy (A not-too-well-known Taiwanese duo)
Michael Guang Liang and Victor Ping Guan-Live of their last concert
(Guang Liang Ping Guan la who else)
Chrono Cross Original Soundtrack (A RPG that too rocked the hearts of gamers back then, developed by the same company of Final Fantasies...)
On second thought, I congratulate our dear Turtle for finally obtaining his very own laptop (give me a high five!).
And on final note, the albums listed above... are all originals. Xp
Till next time
Neon Genesis Evangelion related merchandise...
HIGHLIGHT I: My second Eva, and the one I precious most (because of its box art ^.^")
HIGHLIGHT II: My third Eva
HIGHLIGHT III: My first Eva
Neon Genesis Evangelion Original Soundtrack (they have got tons, but I only have one of them)
Final Fantasy related merchandise (From left to right: Final Fantasy XII, Final Fantasy IX, Final Fantasy VIII, Final Fantasy X, Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children, Black Mages, Black Mages II: The Skies Above, and Kingdom Hearts)
HIGHLIGHT IV: Final Fantasy X Original Soundtrack
HIGHLIGHT V: Final Fantasy XII Original Soundtrack (The prettiest box art I've ever seen so far)
Metal Gear Solid related merchandise (From left to right: Metal Gear Solid 3: Snake Eater, Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty-The Otherside, Metal Gear Solid, Metal Gear Solid 2: Sons of Liberty, and Metal Gear Solid Song Collection)
Cyndi Wang Xin Ling related merchandise
Cyndi Wang Xin Ling related merchandise
HIGHLIGHT VI: What? No I'm not trying to show you that she's leng lui and cute, just want to show off that signature there la... Can you see that? XD
A fraction of my heart...For those of you who are blur, Neon Genesis Evangelion is just one of my favourite animes of all time (and it's old), and why do I possess so many copies of the same thing? Well I believe you've heard the phrase "Love is blind" don't you? XD. Final Fantasy is just one of the many Role Playing Games that once rocked every single soul of gamers in the gaming history (to present), Metal Gear Solid is just one of the many action/shooting games that once made me die for its intriguing and suspensive storyline (not to leave out that it's a pretty damn good game too...), Cyndi Wang Xin Ling WAS just one of my favourite artists during secondary school, but not anymore... (and again I bought two "seems-different-but-same" copies of one of her albums (can you spot it out?), same case with Eva.
Those not highlighted but in the picture are:
Gorillaz-Demon Days (An animation band)
Oakenfold-thirst (A techno collection)
Kitaro-Heaven and Earth (You will know this genius Kitaro if you are into instrumental and orchestra)
12 Girls Band-Shining Energy+Live at Budokan Japan
(And you will know this superb band of Chinese girls that perform orchestra in their very own style - combining and blending the uniqueness of Eastern and Western music, by using Chinese instruments)
Michelle and Vickie-Kissy (A not-too-well-known Taiwanese duo)
Michael Guang Liang and Victor Ping Guan-Live of their last concert
(Guang Liang Ping Guan la who else)
Chrono Cross Original Soundtrack (A RPG that too rocked the hearts of gamers back then, developed by the same company of Final Fantasies...)
On second thought, I congratulate our dear Turtle for finally obtaining his very own laptop (give me a high five!).
And on final note, the albums listed above... are all originals. Xp
Till next time
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
A day to remember...
Tuesday, 14 August 2007... 23:38 p.m.
I will bear this moment in heart, for it shall never ever appear in my calendar... anymore.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
Saturday, August 11, 2007
Fell in great despair...
I feel like giving up... Seriously =.= After been sooo long and sooo many times I've tried it only improved by one second
- -||
Friday, August 10, 2007
Dragon Tales - When The More is Not Always the Merrier
A story of a little boy who wanted to know the sum of one plus one. First he asked a physicist, who said, If one is matter, and the other is antimatter, then the answer is zero. But if one is a critical mass of uranium and the other is a critical mass of uranium, then that’s an explosive question. Unenlightened, the boy asked a biologist. She said, Are we talking bacteria, mice, or whales? And for how long? In desperation, the boy hired an accountant, who peered closely at him and said, Hmmm. One plus one? Tell me, how much do you want it to be?
WARNING: You wouldn't want to read this if you are in a hurry, it's a useless long list of crap I've written to kill my time. You are warned.
This morning was a weird one, apart from the fact that I'll be taking a test (which has become part of my (everyone's) life every Friday), I saw some funny thing on my way to campus and this inspired me of many things. Okay here's how it goes, when the MC bus took its first stop at PA Block... I saw a shocking scene, no no don't get me wrong nobody was being beaten up or robbed or killed or whatsoever, but then it was already shock enough for me. The truth is... There was only one girl got down from that point =.=""
Okay maybe it doesn't make sense, but please listen to my story first and you will understand eventually.
Okay I'm never been good in story telling so I think here's how it should go... Ahem...
A long long time ago, in a far far away galaxy, "FOR ALL STARS, THERE EXIST" (sorry... over dosage of tests...) a star named the Earth. On the 27th of June, 1988, there born a weirdo baby. Everything seemed to be normal and ordinary but in fact it was not so, in a way. Was this baby special you asked? Yes he is, but he was not the only one. And this is only the beginning of a horrific disaster that strikes every single being on Earth.
The year, 1988. Is was the Year of Dragon. Yes, dragon. The greatness of what a dragon symbolizes has been carved onto every single Chinese's heart throughout the centuries, and it goes on and on... It was believed that those who are given birth in the very year of dragon will bring fortune and prosperity, both to him/herself and its family (or people around it?). Independence, leadership, great strength, you name it; dragon is always being associated with whatever good calamity and quantity that a person has. All in all, in the context of Chinese, "Dragon Rocks!", "wo men dou shi long de chuan ren!".
AND SO, a strange, special, yet not surprising phenomenon will occur in every twelve years in a human lifespan; each time the Year of Dragon comes, Chinese will act as though they have been given great motivation or strength that they'd "race" (in a way) to give birth to as many "long de chuan ren" as they could. "Aiyo Sam Gu... Your baby is soooo cute yo... Aiyoyo son of dragon pulak..." "Haha... Nothing la, you can also get one ma" "Aiyo so good har? Dragon wo..." and so and so and so... "Our neighbor got a newborn dragon!" "Oh we must not be left out! Ah Chai!!!~~~ "Cooperate" with your darling and get me a dragon a.s.a.p! No no not "a", I meant as many as possible! And take that as my order!"
Alright you got the word, "Kiasu" is the term. AND SO, one kiasu leads to another kiasu, and another, and more and more, and more and more and more. Okay I call it the "Power Two Theorem", 2^4^6^n...(2n), n->infinity. Imagine, out of 6.6 billion of total population, there are about 0.9 billion of Chinese, and if according to the birthrate of 20.09 births/1000 population... You can expect a triple that amount in the year of dragon because of all those kiasu-ness, so simple maths tells us that just in the year of dragon itself, world population is gonna increase by a whopping 0.3 billion! And that's not all, the year of dragon is gonna repeat itself for every 12 years, and so Earth is approaching its capacity limit faster and faster!
Though it is believed that people born with the zodiac of dragon lives a bright future, BUT, these are the facts that I discovered
1) The year 1988-One month old.
One word to describe, "Crybaby". But for the dragons even their cries are outstanding and
different from the ordinary kids, instead of the conventional "Waaa Waaa" we have the
"Woo woo" and "Ooo Ooo"
2) The year 1989-One year old.
What more can I say, the first birthday in a dragon's life, cakes, sweets, toys, hugs, kisses, sleep, and sleep, and sleep and sleep, sleep and sleep. Sleep.
3)The year 1990-Two years old.
Erm... Stuck your fingers into a stand-fan and start yelling "waa waa" or "ooo aaa"?
4)The year 1991-Three years old.
"Sorry ma'am, we are out of powder."
"What!? How irresponsible! What would my son feeds on then!?"
"Sorry ma'am, as you know this is the year of dragon."<--overpopulation of babies.
Dragons ARE special aren't we? So it wouldn't surprise if we start to walk and talk now and that we are faster than YOU?
"Mom can I yell at you now?"<--baby language) "Mummy"<--adult language) "Ooh how clever" "Hey I peed!"<--baby language) "Waa..."<--adult language) "Good boy. Good boy doesn't cry"
Man... Us the dragons get our compliment even if we peed!
5)The year 1992-Four years old, Pre-Elementary (home learning).
"Come and follow mummy say... "One, two, three, four, five, six..."
"Don't want! I hate you mummy!"
"Don't say that. Come... Mummy give you a kiss, now listen..."
"Your mouth stinks!"
Oh oh... Dragons ARE special.
6)The year 1993-Five years old, Elementary Year 1.
"Darling, show mummy what have you learn in school today?"
"Shit!"
"What?"
"Shit la you!"
"Huh!?"
Believe me nowadays kids especially the bunch after the dragons learn the word "shit" way faster than the previous generation... And I just witnessed that.<--overpopulation of kids that caused the teachers do not even have the time to bother about what were the kids learning after all, even it means bad words.
7)The year 1994-Six years old, Elementary Year 2.
The dragons finally graduated from the kindergarten. And a dragon is not a dragon without some extraordinary deeds on this special day.
"I'm gonna marry you when I get older!"
Said a dragon to another dragon. And another extraordinary answer from another dragon.
"Who cares about you shit"<--overpopulation of female kids that caused girls looked down on boys as they have much more choices out there.
...
8)The year 1995-Seven years old, Primary Standard 1.
"Sorry ma'am, we are full."
"What!? I want to register my son into your school!"
"No I'm afraid we can't do that, cause we are full"
"..."
"If you are full, why don't you shit at toilet."<--overpopulation of kids caused insufficient space in school and frustration among the parents.
9)The year 1996-Eight years old, Primary Standard 2.
"Aunty, I want a hot dog."
"Sorry we are out."
"How about a fish ball?"
"I'm afraid we can't, it's out as well."
"Then what do you have?"
"We have hot dogs and fish balls as usual, but we are out"
"..."<--overpopulation of kids caused insufficient food supply in the canteen
10)The year 1997-Nine years old, Primary Standard 3.
"Sei lo... PTS wo..."
"Yalo yalo, they said if success you can jump very high wo..."
"Huh? How high wo?"
"Above the standard 4's head lo."
"Wah that sounds cool, as they have been bullying us."
And it turns out to be... FAILED
Dragons' style, even they said they want to do something and they meant it, the possibility of them getting it done is... 3 out of 10.
11)The year 1998-Ten years old, Primary Standard 4.
As a result of overpopulation back then in the year of dragon and as a initiative of cutting cost as the school reduced the amount of classrooms designate for specific forms... Students got cramped together, and denser.
"You stupid shit, if you have passed that PTS earlier you should have begone, stop squeezing in this limited space already!"
"The same goes to you shit!"
Dragon's style, never say "I'm sorry".
Naive.
12)The year 1999-Eleven years old, Primary Standard 5.
"What the heck is UPSR???"
"U Pee n u Sucks Remember?"
13)The year 2000-Twelve years old, Primary Standard 6.
AHA!~ Another Year of Dragon! And you do the maths again, another 0.3 billion into the poll.
"Why did you do so badly in your pre-UPSR test? If so you will never pass and have to sit for Remove!"
"Sorry teacher my brain was infected by Y2K last night..."
What said is said, but still we managed to get pass the Remove. Dragon's style, sometimes we still get what we want, by luck.
14)The year 2001->2005-Thirteen years old to Seventeen years old, Secondary Form 1 to 5.
*Censored*
*"Invalid command name, file not found, please try again later"*
Dragon's style, we tend to hide our darken Secondary Years...
15)The year 2006-Eighteen years old, Foundation/Form Six/Diploma/Certificate.
"Holy dragon! What in the world..."
"What's wrong with these people!? Where in hell did they come from!?"
So much as to say, overpopulation and extreme birthrate back in the year of dragon have once again bring these people under one roof again. This is a place between hell and heaven, where in hell as there are too many, i mean TOO MANY dragons gather under one room and cramp altogether in one place all at the same time, and the dragons had a hard time to search for nice food due to shortage of GOOD QUALITY food because of high demand and low supply, and that the authority has no other choice than to drag the tuition hours and make it longer to accommodate all the students as to provide enough classrooms for them; where in heaven as there are too many students in a classroom that the lecturer won't even notice that there are actually quite a number of dragons "escaped" to their respective wonderlands, and that dragons can make lots more friends here in contrast to other people bearing different zodiac signs. Everytime the dragons have to wait for a bus, get up to the bus, get down from the bus; queue up for food; queue up for toilet; wait for using computers; queue up for results and etc etc, they would have to do it differently than the others. Secret Recipe, KFC, Mc D, Kenny R, SP, MV, KLCC, TS, 1U, virtually anywhere, is cramped with dragons, as this is the favorable season for mating too (which in turn comes a GOOD QUESTION, where in heaven is my first love!? =.=). The road is cramped with dragons too, all with their respective rides, Wira Kancil Saga, Wira and Kancil and Saga, and Wira Kancil Saga. LRTs are cramped, with lots of lots of dragons. Concerts K-Box libraries... And that's not all, cinemas would be cramped too as the dragons are all turning 18, they were too excited about "18sx,18sg,18pl"...
16)The year 2007-Nineteen years old, Degree/Form Six/Diploma/Certificate
Nothing much improved except the fact that the dragons have grown taller and bigger, thus occupying more and more spaces. And that their brain grew smaller and smaller in contradict.
Not so "prosperous" to me at all...
And imagine the huge contrast of when nowadays MC bus stops at PA Block with the previous year; now there are at most 4 to 5 students get down from the bus while other mostly get down to PC and PD (degree students as to say); unlike the year before, when the bus stopped at PA, there used to be lots more student getting down, like about three quarters of the students.
And now we even have to fight for space to eat and use the facilities such as computer labs and library and study rooms, Universiti Tak Ada Ruang is the most suitable name for this "Dragon Lair", as I can't really find many good unoccupied spaces nowadays.
Praise be to Dragon.
Another cold and dry Friday midnight... Drift drift drift...
WARNING: You wouldn't want to read this if you are in a hurry, it's a useless long list of crap I've written to kill my time. You are warned.
This morning was a weird one, apart from the fact that I'll be taking a test (which has become part of my (everyone's) life every Friday), I saw some funny thing on my way to campus and this inspired me of many things. Okay here's how it goes, when the MC bus took its first stop at PA Block... I saw a shocking scene, no no don't get me wrong nobody was being beaten up or robbed or killed or whatsoever, but then it was already shock enough for me. The truth is... There was only one girl got down from that point =.=""
Okay maybe it doesn't make sense, but please listen to my story first and you will understand eventually.
Okay I'm never been good in story telling so I think here's how it should go... Ahem...
A long long time ago, in a far far away galaxy, "FOR ALL STARS, THERE EXIST" (sorry... over dosage of tests...) a star named the Earth. On the 27th of June, 1988, there born a weirdo baby. Everything seemed to be normal and ordinary but in fact it was not so, in a way. Was this baby special you asked? Yes he is, but he was not the only one. And this is only the beginning of a horrific disaster that strikes every single being on Earth.
The year, 1988. Is was the Year of Dragon. Yes, dragon. The greatness of what a dragon symbolizes has been carved onto every single Chinese's heart throughout the centuries, and it goes on and on... It was believed that those who are given birth in the very year of dragon will bring fortune and prosperity, both to him/herself and its family (or people around it?). Independence, leadership, great strength, you name it; dragon is always being associated with whatever good calamity and quantity that a person has. All in all, in the context of Chinese, "Dragon Rocks!", "wo men dou shi long de chuan ren!".
AND SO, a strange, special, yet not surprising phenomenon will occur in every twelve years in a human lifespan; each time the Year of Dragon comes, Chinese will act as though they have been given great motivation or strength that they'd "race" (in a way) to give birth to as many "long de chuan ren" as they could. "Aiyo Sam Gu... Your baby is soooo cute yo... Aiyoyo son of dragon pulak..." "Haha... Nothing la, you can also get one ma" "Aiyo so good har? Dragon wo..." and so and so and so... "Our neighbor got a newborn dragon!" "Oh we must not be left out! Ah Chai!!!~~~ "Cooperate" with your darling and get me a dragon a.s.a.p! No no not "a", I meant as many as possible! And take that as my order!"
Alright you got the word, "Kiasu" is the term. AND SO, one kiasu leads to another kiasu, and another, and more and more, and more and more and more. Okay I call it the "Power Two Theorem", 2^4^6^n...(2n), n->infinity. Imagine, out of 6.6 billion of total population, there are about 0.9 billion of Chinese, and if according to the birthrate of 20.09 births/1000 population... You can expect a triple that amount in the year of dragon because of all those kiasu-ness, so simple maths tells us that just in the year of dragon itself, world population is gonna increase by a whopping 0.3 billion! And that's not all, the year of dragon is gonna repeat itself for every 12 years, and so Earth is approaching its capacity limit faster and faster!
Though it is believed that people born with the zodiac of dragon lives a bright future, BUT, these are the facts that I discovered
1) The year 1988-One month old.
One word to describe, "Crybaby". But for the dragons even their cries are outstanding and
different from the ordinary kids, instead of the conventional "Waaa Waaa" we have the
"Woo woo" and "Ooo Ooo"
2) The year 1989-One year old.
What more can I say, the first birthday in a dragon's life, cakes, sweets, toys, hugs, kisses, sleep, and sleep, and sleep and sleep, sleep and sleep. Sleep.
3)The year 1990-Two years old.
Erm... Stuck your fingers into a stand-fan and start yelling "waa waa" or "ooo aaa"?
4)The year 1991-Three years old.
"Sorry ma'am, we are out of powder."
"What!? How irresponsible! What would my son feeds on then!?"
"Sorry ma'am, as you know this is the year of dragon."<--overpopulation of babies.
Dragons ARE special aren't we? So it wouldn't surprise if we start to walk and talk now and that we are faster than YOU?
"Mom can I yell at you now?"<--baby language) "Mummy"<--adult language) "Ooh how clever" "Hey I peed!"<--baby language) "Waa..."<--adult language) "Good boy. Good boy doesn't cry"
Man... Us the dragons get our compliment even if we peed!
5)The year 1992-Four years old, Pre-Elementary (home learning).
"Come and follow mummy say... "One, two, three, four, five, six..."
"Don't want! I hate you mummy!"
"Don't say that. Come... Mummy give you a kiss, now listen..."
"Your mouth stinks!"
Oh oh... Dragons ARE special.
6)The year 1993-Five years old, Elementary Year 1.
"Darling, show mummy what have you learn in school today?"
"Shit!"
"What?"
"Shit la you!"
"Huh!?"
Believe me nowadays kids especially the bunch after the dragons learn the word "shit" way faster than the previous generation... And I just witnessed that.<--overpopulation of kids that caused the teachers do not even have the time to bother about what were the kids learning after all, even it means bad words.
7)The year 1994-Six years old, Elementary Year 2.
The dragons finally graduated from the kindergarten. And a dragon is not a dragon without some extraordinary deeds on this special day.
"I'm gonna marry you when I get older!"
Said a dragon to another dragon. And another extraordinary answer from another dragon.
"Who cares about you shit"<--overpopulation of female kids that caused girls looked down on boys as they have much more choices out there.
...
8)The year 1995-Seven years old, Primary Standard 1.
"Sorry ma'am, we are full."
"What!? I want to register my son into your school!"
"No I'm afraid we can't do that, cause we are full"
"..."
"If you are full, why don't you shit at toilet."<--overpopulation of kids caused insufficient space in school and frustration among the parents.
9)The year 1996-Eight years old, Primary Standard 2.
"Aunty, I want a hot dog."
"Sorry we are out."
"How about a fish ball?"
"I'm afraid we can't, it's out as well."
"Then what do you have?"
"We have hot dogs and fish balls as usual, but we are out"
"..."<--overpopulation of kids caused insufficient food supply in the canteen
10)The year 1997-Nine years old, Primary Standard 3.
"Sei lo... PTS wo..."
"Yalo yalo, they said if success you can jump very high wo..."
"Huh? How high wo?"
"Above the standard 4's head lo."
"Wah that sounds cool, as they have been bullying us."
And it turns out to be... FAILED
Dragons' style, even they said they want to do something and they meant it, the possibility of them getting it done is... 3 out of 10.
11)The year 1998-Ten years old, Primary Standard 4.
As a result of overpopulation back then in the year of dragon and as a initiative of cutting cost as the school reduced the amount of classrooms designate for specific forms... Students got cramped together, and denser.
"You stupid shit, if you have passed that PTS earlier you should have begone, stop squeezing in this limited space already!"
"The same goes to you shit!"
Dragon's style, never say "I'm sorry".
Naive.
12)The year 1999-Eleven years old, Primary Standard 5.
"What the heck is UPSR???"
"U Pee n u Sucks Remember?"
13)The year 2000-Twelve years old, Primary Standard 6.
AHA!~ Another Year of Dragon! And you do the maths again, another 0.3 billion into the poll.
"Why did you do so badly in your pre-UPSR test? If so you will never pass and have to sit for Remove!"
"Sorry teacher my brain was infected by Y2K last night..."
What said is said, but still we managed to get pass the Remove. Dragon's style, sometimes we still get what we want, by luck.
14)The year 2001->2005-Thirteen years old to Seventeen years old, Secondary Form 1 to 5.
*Censored*
*"Invalid command name, file not found, please try again later"*
Dragon's style, we tend to hide our darken Secondary Years...
15)The year 2006-Eighteen years old, Foundation/Form Six/Diploma/Certificate.
"Holy dragon! What in the world..."
"What's wrong with these people!? Where in hell did they come from!?"
So much as to say, overpopulation and extreme birthrate back in the year of dragon have once again bring these people under one roof again. This is a place between hell and heaven, where in hell as there are too many, i mean TOO MANY dragons gather under one room and cramp altogether in one place all at the same time, and the dragons had a hard time to search for nice food due to shortage of GOOD QUALITY food because of high demand and low supply, and that the authority has no other choice than to drag the tuition hours and make it longer to accommodate all the students as to provide enough classrooms for them; where in heaven as there are too many students in a classroom that the lecturer won't even notice that there are actually quite a number of dragons "escaped" to their respective wonderlands, and that dragons can make lots more friends here in contrast to other people bearing different zodiac signs. Everytime the dragons have to wait for a bus, get up to the bus, get down from the bus; queue up for food; queue up for toilet; wait for using computers; queue up for results and etc etc, they would have to do it differently than the others. Secret Recipe, KFC, Mc D, Kenny R, SP, MV, KLCC, TS, 1U, virtually anywhere, is cramped with dragons, as this is the favorable season for mating too (which in turn comes a GOOD QUESTION, where in heaven is my first love!? =.=). The road is cramped with dragons too, all with their respective rides, Wira Kancil Saga, Wira and Kancil and Saga, and Wira Kancil Saga. LRTs are cramped, with lots of lots of dragons. Concerts K-Box libraries... And that's not all, cinemas would be cramped too as the dragons are all turning 18, they were too excited about "18sx,18sg,18pl"...
16)The year 2007-Nineteen years old, Degree/Form Six/Diploma/Certificate
Nothing much improved except the fact that the dragons have grown taller and bigger, thus occupying more and more spaces. And that their brain grew smaller and smaller in contradict.
Not so "prosperous" to me at all...
And imagine the huge contrast of when nowadays MC bus stops at PA Block with the previous year; now there are at most 4 to 5 students get down from the bus while other mostly get down to PC and PD (degree students as to say); unlike the year before, when the bus stopped at PA, there used to be lots more student getting down, like about three quarters of the students.
And now we even have to fight for space to eat and use the facilities such as computer labs and library and study rooms, Universiti Tak Ada Ruang is the most suitable name for this "Dragon Lair", as I can't really find many good unoccupied spaces nowadays.
Praise be to Dragon.
Another cold and dry Friday midnight... Drift drift drift...
Saturday, August 4, 2007
One of the "prettiest" day of my life...
Yes yes I've abandoned my blog for months... In fact I did not plan to post until I've got everything done (I believe these "things" are revisions (zero), tests (thousands of them), animes (millions of them), songs (zillions of them), mine sweepings (near infinity) and some other stuffs I have to take care of...), but then I finally realized that I was such an idiot to have thought so in the first place. Just what in heaven was I thinking, they were only the many reasons I kept using to evade something that is good to be done. Yes I agree on "so many things, so little time", but then procrastination is not a good habit to begin with at all. At the bottom of my heart I clearly understand that I was just coming out with reasons to get past with the blogging... Haha, so I'm back again, in my latest addition, I will enclose some photos I took with my camera phone when I took a "casual tour" around Subang the day before... HT is a serious automobile freak, he knows from top to bottom about cars (kami!~) and he regarded this place here at Subang (around Sunway Pyramid) as "A City of Car Modifying" in Cantonese. Imagine two kid-like teenager went pass a whole lane of nice cars, I was actually jumping in joy and fell in love with what I saw XD. Frankly I know nothing about cars, but I love flashy and pretty stuffs, including cars XD. Enjoy~
Nissan Skyline GTR
Nissan Fairlady
Nissan Sylvia
Toyota Supra
Mitsubishi Evo
Another Nissan Skyline GTR
Is this a Mitsubishi Evo too? I'm not too sure...
Definitely another Mitsubishi Evo
Can you imagine where did I found this car!?? Hehe... UTAR!!! Holy crap it's a Mazda RX-8!!! (One of my favourite besides Skyline...)
Another car in UTAR, and I don't know what car was it... Even HT had difficulty on this... I think his final answer was... Mazda? ("It's Roadster, I think I have heard this name before... Somewhere... Hmm...)
HT said it is a Nissan saloon...
Nissan Skyline GTR
Nissan Fairlady
Nissan Sylvia
Toyota Supra
Mitsubishi Evo
Another Nissan Skyline GTR
Is this a Mitsubishi Evo too? I'm not too sure...
Definitely another Mitsubishi Evo
Can you imagine where did I found this car!?? Hehe... UTAR!!! Holy crap it's a Mazda RX-8!!! (One of my favourite besides Skyline...)
Another car in UTAR, and I don't know what car was it... Even HT had difficulty on this... I think his final answer was... Mazda? ("It's Roadster, I think I have heard this name before... Somewhere... Hmm...)
HT said it is a Nissan saloon...
Can you just believe it? I skipped the whole day classes and took these photos at Sunway and SS2! :p PRETTY CARS~
Till next time...
Till next time...
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